K4ZZA Notebook

Thoughts from the shack, the trail, and everywhere in between.

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On Blackpowder and Deer

I’ve found myself getting pulled back toward black powder lately.

I’ve always had a soft spot for it, but lately that interest has turned into something more substantial. Part of it is the firearms themselves. There’s something satisfying about the slower, more deliberate process of loading, shooting, cleaning, and actually having to know what you’re doing. Part of it is the history, and part of it is just wanting to put a couple of old rifles I already own (A percussion cap Hawken and a flintlock Kentucky Rifle) back to work instead of letting them sit in the safe.

I think hunting is what really brought it all back around. I’ve been thinking more seriously about getting out into the woods and eventually putting some meat in the freezer. I’m not sure yet if I’ll actually make it out this season. There’s still plenty to learn, re-learn, scout, buy, fix, and generally get my ducks in a row. If it doesn’t happen this year, I’m perfectly happy to spend the season getting ready for next year.

There’s something appealing about taking game the old fashioned way, at least to some degree. Not because modern equipment doesn’t have its place, but because I like the idea of actually learning and using the skills required with black powder.

And honestly, there’s a little unfinished business involved. My 14 year old self had big ideas about this sort of thing, but didn’t exactly have the patience or toughness to see them through.

I’m a little older now, and hopefully a little wiser. Maybe this is just my chance to finally outdo that 14 year old kid and bring home a deer this time.

muzzle loader rifle

Things I Miss That Don't Exist Anymore

Nostalgia has a way of sanding off the rough edges. I know not everything on this list was actually better. Some of it probably wasn't. But there was something about these places and things that made the world feel a little bigger, a little more optimistic, and a lot more interesting.

  1. Microsoft Encarta

    Microsoft Encarta

    Wikipedia is objectively a better reference. It has more information, it's constantly updated, and it's free. I still miss Encarta. There was something satisfying about exploring a digital encyclopedia that felt complete. You'd start reading about the Civil War and somehow end up looking at volcanoes or Roman aqueducts an hour later. It felt like wandering through a museum instead of searching a database.

  2. LL Bean and Eddie Bauer Catalogs

    Vintage outdoor catalogs

    Every season there was a new catalog to flip through. Even if you couldn't afford a thing in it, you studied every page. The photography made ordinary camping trips look like grand adventures, and the clothes looked like they were built to last a lifetime. They sold an idea as much as they sold gear.

  3. Dining In at Pizza Hut

    Classic Pizza Hut dining room

    Red cups. Tiffany lamps. The smell of fresh pizza when you opened the door. A pitcher of Pepsi on the table. It felt like an event instead of just picking up dinner. Modern Pizza Hut isn't the same place, and that's a shame.

  4. Radio Shack

    Vintage Radio Shack

    If you wanted a resistor, a soldering iron, a connector, or a random switch, there was a place you could drive to and buy one today. I probably spent more time looking through the parts drawers than I did buying anything. There just isn't an equivalent anymore.

  5. TOY Stores

    Vintage toy store

    Walking into a toy store felt like stepping into another world. You weren't looking at a couple aisles squeezed into the back of a department store. The whole building was toys. Board games, model kits, trains, action figures, Legos, puzzles, and things you had never seen before. Half the fun was wandering around with no particular goal.

  6. Optimistic Advertising

    Vintage advertisement

    Old advertisements sold the future. New appliances meant more time with your family. A station wagon meant road trips. Camping gear meant adventures. Even when they were trying to sell you something, they assumed tomorrow was going to be better than today. Modern advertising mostly tries to make you feel inadequate before offering a solution.

  7. Browsing Without an Algorithm

    Library shelves and books

    Libraries, bookstores, encyclopedias, catalogs. You discovered things by accident because something happened to catch your eye. The internet gives us exactly what we ask for, but it doesn't always show us what we didn't know we were interested in.

  8. Department Stores That Sold Quality Outdoor Gear

    Vintage sporting goods department

    Sears, Montgomery Ward, and mom-and-pop stores like Sunny's sold honest outdoor gear that regular people could afford. Maybe it wasn't the lightest or the fanciest, but it worked. You could buy fishing tackle, boots, camping gear, and tools in one trip without everything feeling like luxury equipment.

Maybe that's the common thread. None of these things were perfect. They simply invited you to slow down and look around. They encouraged curiosity instead of urgency, repair instead of replacement, and experiences instead of convenience. I don't think I miss the past as much as I miss that feeling.

On Backpacks and Spreadsheets

This whole thing actually started because I wanted to get into rucking. It seemed like a good excuse to get outside, get some fresh air, and hopefully lose a few pounds without feeling like I was just exercising for the sake of exercising.

I dug my old Teton Scout out of the closet, figuring it would be perfect. It had been sitting for years, but I didn't think much of it. I picked it up by one shoulder strap and rip. The webbing gave way immediately. Fifteen years in a closet had apparently done more damage than years on the trail ever had.

I contacted Teton Sports to see if they could repair it or sell me replacement straps. They couldn't do either, but they did offer me 20% off a new pack. I appreciated the offer, but buying another internal frame pack wasn't really what I wanted.

Instead, I found myself thinking back to Royal Rangers. I spent a lot of time camping and hiking through the Assemblies of God scouting program growing up, and somewhere along the way I decided I wanted an old external frame pack again.

After a few days of browsing Facebook Marketplace, I found a Camp Trails Adjustable II for $30. It was dirty (really, really dirty!) but complete.

The first stop wasn't the trail. It was the bathtub. After scrubbing what had to be twenty-five years of dirt, dust, and who knows what else off of it, I finally had a backpack again.

Of course, having a pack immediately led to another question: what would it actually take to build a backpacking kit?

I started making lists on paper, crossing things out, moving things around, and rewriting them. It didn't take long before I admitted this was a spreadsheet problem.

Over the next couple of days I gathered every camping item I could find around the house. Some things hadn't been used in years, some I'd forgotten I even owned, and some were leftovers from car camping. Every item went into the spreadsheet.

The sheet turned into much more than a packing list. Every item is categorized, with its weight, cost, and any notes I want to keep. It's easy to sort by shelter, sleep system, cooking gear, clothing, tools, hygiene, or whatever else I'm looking at.

I also split everything into three worksheets. One tracks my core weight, the gear that goes on every trip. Another keeps up with consumables like food, fuel, water, and toiletries. The final sheet pulls everything together.

The totals page is probably my favorite part. I added a few formulas so I can select how many days I'll be on the trail and automatically calculate how much food to pack. Another section estimates an appropriate trailhead pack weight based on body weight, using drop-down menus so I can quickly compare where I'm at against different backpacking recommendations.

spreadsheet screenshot spreadsheet screenshot spreadsheet screenshot

Was all of that necessary? Probably not.

Was it fun? Absolutely.

It's also been interesting seeing just how much of a backpacking kit I already had. I haven't bought nearly as much as I expected because I started by using what was already in the house. As I get back into the hobby, I'll replace things one piece at a time as they wear out or as I find something that offers a real improvement.

For now, though, the goal is simple: quit staring at the spreadsheet, get out on the trail, and see what actually works.

On Shelf Clouds

On my way home yesterday I was treated to one of the more impressive weather sights I've seen in a while: a shelf cloud stretching across the horizon. I've seen a few of them over the years, but they never fail to catch my attention. Unfortunately I wasn't in a spot where I could safely pull over and get a picture, but the folks over at TN Valley Weather managed to capture a great shot that looked almost exactly like what I saw.

screencap of shelfcloud photo

That sent me down the inevitable rabbit hole. I knew what a shelf cloud was in general, but I realized I couldn't confidently explain the difference between a shelf cloud and a wall cloud. As it turns out, they're almost opposites despite being confused with one another all the time.

According to the National Weather Service, a shelf cloud forms along the leading edge of a thunderstorm where cool outflow from the storm forces warm, moist air upward. They tend to be long, wedge-shaped, and are usually a sign that strong winds and heavy rain are just minutes away. Wall clouds, on the other hand, form beneath the rain-free base of a supercell in the storm's inflow region. Rather than signaling outflow, they mark an area of strong updraft and can sometimes precede tornado formation. One of the easiest ways to tell them apart is that shelf clouds move out ahead of the rain, while wall clouds generally remain attached to the storm's updraft region.

If you'd like to learn more, the National Weather Service has an excellent comparison of the two cloud types: Shelf Cloud versus a Wall Cloud .

One of my favorite things about nature is that there's always something new to learn. Sometimes all it takes is looking up on the drive home.

On Heatwaves and Creativity

Much like my last post, weather has forced me to stay indoors during my downtime. With temperatures reaching the mid-90s and the heat index exceeding 105°F this week, I am more than thankful for air conditioning and the joy of tinkering on Neocities.

I've had the distinct pleasure of being offline for several months and enjoying the outdoors both with my family and on a few solo adventures. I have been made keenly aware of the absolutely stunning beauty of Tennessee's state parks and plan to make more use of them in the months and years to come.

One thing Mrs. K4ZZA and I have been doing to pass the time is daydreaming about future family trips and planning things out...

ONWARD AND UPWARD!

Ice, Solder and DMR Contacts

We're currently in the throes of what may shape up to be a historic ice storm! What that means practically is that the roads are all closed and I've got plenty of time to spend on soldering projects, ham radio, and Star Trek.

Today I assembled a little clock kit I ordered from China...

Pokemon Tetris Tetris

All said, not a bad start to what may turn out to be an extended snow vacation.